Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Life is a School

Everyday, something happens that highlights this perspective. It's always little things, since my life is pretty flat lined right now. I mean, exciting things are happening, but it's mostly inside of me along with the seeds that I'm planting as I create the life I want to experience.
I am learning so many new things. There's a limitless world and universe out there. I didn't know this. I see now there are so many doors I can knock on, so much to learn, my growth can be infinite, unless I block it. What I mean is, for a long time I felt stuck. I felt stuck in the country I was living in, stuck in a spiritual community, stuck in my job/career.
From feeling stuck I got the courage to make huge changes. But, the changes didn't get me to where I thought I wanted to be. I was feeling stuck again. And then I felt anxious, and I felt there was something wrong with me. Could it be I didn't really know what I wanted?
From all this, Life itself, God, began providing gentle answers to my questions (because I never stopped asking). I was meeting people (my life coach, spiritually like-minded people), healing relationships, getting the help and support I needed for my anxiety and depression....all this was moving and guiding me to the place where I am right now. There is nothing, not one thing, in this path of mine, that I would change.
There's a difference now to how I perceive the stuckness. Before, it created frustration and complaining. Ongoing. My life now, it's not perfect (it never will be, that doesn't exist). It's interesting, though. It's been really hard at times. But, I have learned so much.

1 comment:

  1. This is a great perspective that makes your life seem brand new! Very cool

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